ORCHARD OUTING!!

Ok, Didn’t blog yesterday. Cos I was angry. But dun feel like talking about it. Talk about the happy things bah.
Yesterday went to Ngee Ann to install the software’s for my Macbook pro. Before that there was a movie screening of clash of the Titans, 1981 version!!! Its was super retarded. But it was interesting to watch purely cos of its stupidness. Haha I guess the best part was that many Hershies came!!! So it was great to see them again. Haha but it was almost all guys so a little boring lah, haha but we talk and laughed like hell!!!
Haha after the software installation, I went to join the rest at Orchard 313. They were shopping there. I joined the girls at Forever 21 and felt so out of place loh!!! Like me and 7 girls!!!! Haha but it was fun lah, they were all playing around. After awhile, I went to find the guys at Long John. Haha talk a lot of crap but it was fun. Haha headed down to Cineleisure and Akim and wenjie totally threw all of our face lah!!! They were like randomly saying hi to all the girls that walked past them!!!! Haha but it was good fun.
Haha after that we all as one big group walked to Raffles city. The journey was far but it really was great to walk in one big group like that. Haha after that we played in a giant field in front of the esplanade. Haha we camwhored a lot then we all went our own ways. A fun day, I will say.
But…throughout the day, kind of wanted to see her. Sadly she was working..but that just makes me like her more….cos while everybody is playing, she is not… That set me thinking, why on earth did I quit March last time???
Looking forward to tmr, cos will be going for sentosa outing and she is going:) she was like telling me that she felt so excited for the outing! And tmr like, jianing is not going and yingying also….so the next person she talks to is……me☺ I feel bad saying it like tat, but it’s the fact that I wan to spend tmr with her. Like make fun of her and play with her..
For the past week I have been thinking to myself that I could not fall for her cos….she is older…I guesss a lot of people cannot accept that fact. But…the more I thought of her, the more happier I felt. And the sadder I felt too. But Rina told me some stuff and it really helped.. Thanks Rina.
I guess MN’s incident affected me badly, that is why I cant trust anyone as easily as before but I really wan to go back to my old self. Maybe, just maybe, she can help me open up.
Said too much. Will end my post. Post tmr bah. Nights.