I am happy.

After everything, I feel happy. Finally, I am over my school and a new beginning is just starting for me.

There is a saying that if one owns something, one would eventually lose it.
And that is why, I chose to stay like this with you. It makes my day, everyday I get to msg you and you reply cheerfuly. Although I know its only been only a week, but I never met someone as perfect as you before. And I wan you to stay that way. So i chose to keep my distance, to preserve the good image I have of you. I am afraid to dwell further as I am afraid you are not whom I tot you are. I don't want history to repeat itself and make the same mistakes as before.

Despite what some may say, I still can't help but slowly like you more and more. Its still just a crush, but as time goes by, I will not be sure whether it will stay just as a crush..
I kept telling myself its impossible between us, and that it was a sin to fall for you...but deep down, I secretly prayed that you would at least enjoy my companionship.

You are my perfect angel, and you are the second girl to make me feel this way. The first time round, I was fooled and inexperience and rushed things...and got hurt becos if it.

Now, 1 year later, I have grown up and have matured more. I just wan to be your close friend, someone you would go to when you are sad or happy. And I wan to change for the better becos of you.

I have a crush on you.