Cycling today.

Went cycling with Rina today. Been quite long since the last time we had cycled together.
Both of us were really looking forward to the trip, and wat more both of us had gone through some "Shit". so was really wanting to get back tat feeling we had may last year.

However things didnt really turned out the way we wanted. Well in short lets just say, rina had a collision with another person and was injured so we had to end the trip prematurely. Really felt bad, should have cycled in front and stop the guy. at least i wouldnt be tat injured. so after tat i sent her to the bustop and she made her way back.

Then I went back there and rented another bike. This time i would be going alone.
Felt a mixed bags of feeling as I was cycling. Firstly, yes it is definitely nice and I felt free. but then, hmm dunno? When I was cycling, I saw many groups of teens and they were in groups of guys and girls...and i just felt...sad? lonely? wanted so many friends too...
when i saw couples....it really sucked...but the truth is I can no longer believe in a relationship anymore so....ya.


Just wish tat now, I can hug a girl...just tat feeling,...to be wanted...to be appreciated.